Monday, October 23
THE ALL STAR
Cutie right? Well, just before I knew it... I waited 20 precious days just to post a new entry here sa blogger ko... Waaaahh!!! Wish I had updated this one. For a lot has happened before and I never thought that I'm gonna enter the Virtual House (again)... So, was it more of a big deal for me? To be frank? "NA-AH" lolz... Sureness, not that big-a-deal! I am just enjoying this moment, for this game's kindda upbeat plus the fact that I'm now playing with virtual housemates from different seasons. Greatness, ain't it? Now, I'm not just exchanging messages with them, rather I'm now communicating to each and everyone of them. Coolness!!! I remember, I was once receiving messages from them and due to hectic scheds from my work, didn't get much time to respond on their messages. But, like what I said before, I'm so sorry for that...
Well, I hope that as PPBBFG All-Star has now switched in its 20th day, and Eviction Night is fast approaching, I do hope that evrything will turn out right, and hope that all of us will be making rational decisions for this matter...
I remember, I was conversing with my friend... All this time, they just thought that I was fooling around... But really, I am not. I just have this ATTITUDE, that I do know a person first before I get so judgemental and say things against that person just for me to have this great IMPACT with others... It has always been my attitude, that "I just met this person. Why should I say bad and mean things against him/her..." I do make it a point that I should have rapport with that person and try to know him/her and not to be swept away by others points of view. This game should not be some kind of a PEER PRESSURE, but a game of REALITY and how reality will lead you to not do EVILNESS...
I myself isn't perfect... I'm not ideal... What you see in here is "WHO I REALLY AM" and not someone who will try to belong with someone who doesn't want me as their friend. I'M PLAIN AS NATURAL itself... Not a pretender, a poser , and a hater. I never pretended... I never imposed... It's not how we'll play this game... Rather, how we're going to deal on the things that we'll be served righ in front of us. I MAY WIN THIS game... I MAY NOT WIN THIS game... But WIN OR LOSE, I will never regret - not a single thing playing this game and engaging with it. We're not weighing things here... Rather, we're doing things that are necessary not for our own good but also for others. WIN OR LOSE, as long as I proved myself here. Proved, as how I will affect others and how other will affect me, I know there will be nice things that some guys here will never forget about me. But as the game itself "REALITY", REAL, totoo... REAL and NOT REEL or a spool of film were all our actions and the things we say are based on the scripts that were assigned to us. This is REAL and what you see in me inside this VIRTUAL HOUSE is nothing but ME and not some cloned individual that has this shifting that may affect him/her positively or negatively... But, I do believe that whichever case or what-so, I or we all know up to where we can be in this game... But just like what I always said, "IT DOESN'T MATTER up to where and how long we'll all stay here, but on how we'll do and play this the RIGHT way without us having to walked on other's..."
Eviction Night is fast approaching... Para na lang akong naghihintay ng Pasko... But STAY OR GO - I know I've learned a few things here. And I know we'll always be in touch... Am not saying my goodbyes here... JUST BEING REAL here... I'm not hungry for something or someone that will make me TRUE, HONEST or REAL - but I will have others instill or have a doze of what I have to be more real here. Coz, if there's a keyword here... It's being real and true to yourself. Yes, we can all weigh things here. But there are some stuffs that are already floating and all we have to do is grab 'em and put weight on it so we won't let them be driven away through and between thin air...
Till next... Peace out guys... ;) STEADY lang tayo... Doing things against someone WON'T DO US GOOD... It won't merit our stay here. CHILL, it's just right to spice things up and steam stuffs sometimes, but we don't have to boil it all out coz, boiling things here will squeal and spill waters (literally) that will slipped each of us, especially if we don't look at it and walking without looking on what you'll step on. We should always LOOK FORWARD and always be on the BRIGHT SIDE, coz if we'll place ourselves in one corner that's so dark, we won't be able to move forward & release what we really feel inside and will always be a prison of darkness. And it will always be our companion and most especially the one that will lead us doing bad things against others. LET'S ALL BE OURSELVES and not let stuffs affect every action we'll...
Cheers!
