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a little tired fro all the talks i had. but really had a nice night... enjoyed the talks too...

totally forgot updating my blogs na nga eh... but anyway, 'am back!!!

~> march 30, thursday... we have this event... sa Philippine Science High School... Commencement Exercise... di na kami nagpunta... kasi pwede naman na dun yung dalawa naming crew... so i just stayed at home... do my thing... i remember my mom's starting to nag na... kasi it's her 28th anniversary daw the next day... she's asking what we should prepare, coz she'll be inviting my dad over... pero as usual deadma lang ako... an hour later the phone rang and it was Mannique on the other end of the line... nakikibalita sa dad ko... i forgot Mannique is one of my dad's ex... they broke off na din... kasi naman ang dad ko may bago na namang chicks...

by afternoon, Archie and Nadz came over at our place... Archie brought blank cds... magpapaburn daw sya ng mga cds sa kin... yung friend nia daw kasi asked him a favor... so ako, okay! ayos! pero mega kwentuhan kami ni Nadz... i thought they're "solid"... not pala... nagkaproblem pala sila... Archie kasi is my cousin. and Nadz is his girlfriend... Sobrang nag girl talk kami... Bonding ika nga... kaya lang, malakas makaamoy yang Archie na yan, and i think for some time that day, he's trying to keep Nadz away from me... kasi naman noh, lahat na lang ng naging girlfriend niya ako ang naging sumbungan... shempre, hingaan ng sama ng loob... yun naman lagi ang papel ko... but i do love it... malakas kasi makaramdam yung lalaki na yun!

the same night i received a message from my Dad... nagpapaburn din ng cds... and gusto pa rush! ang taray di ba? wala lang... malakas din naman ako makiramdam and i know that's for some girl that he's been dating... obedient kasi ako kaya sige lang...

that night, wala ako ginawa kundi magburn ng cd... not to mention my late chats with BBK... funny kasi we've been posting our site's link sa different chat rooms sa YM... natutuwa daw kasi si BBK na makakita na nadadagdagan ang flags sa site...

~> march 31, friday... my Mom and Dad's 28th Anniversary... (di naman nagsasama... di din in good terms)

we have this event sa Philippine Schience High School ulit... High School graduation naman... yung crew na lang namin ang andun... puro playback lang naman kapag ganun ang labas, so kayang-kaya na nila yun! we had this biglang labas... DJ service naman... kaya we woke up Bryan and asked him to do the thing... makati shangri-la ang venue... sa quezon ballroom... medyo maarte daw ang director and they'll be needing 2 DJs... kailangan pa namin gumawa ng drama kay Mr. Phillip Santos ng Forsc Ink, pano medyo maselan yun... he got the event talaga... sa min lang yung DJ service... the event was Awarding ng Nike... sa sales naman... Nike Park ng Glorietta ang nanalo na Best in Accounts... James Yap and Kris Aquino were there too according to Bryan... James Yap was awarded daw ng Nike...

by 3 in the afternoon, i was a bit astonished... my cousin Paulo kasi has been shouting... someone's looking daw for me outside... nakapangtulog pa ako... (take note! pangtulog... so picture me in spaghetti strap top & boxers) so ako naman dali-dali lumabas, i just grabbed on this face towel that i placed on my chest... only to find out - it's just my Dad and Adobo... my dad's in a rush and he was asking me something... deadma lang ako... i even hit him on his arms tapos i kissed him... i told him about the olive oil that i asked him to bring... sya naman, very busy texting... oo lang sya ng oo... tapos, he tapped on me on my arms sabi nia, nasan na nga raw ang cd... ayun! naalala ko na! yung cd! so balik agad ako sa house to get the cd that i burned for him... tapos dumating din si Sheriff Rosalio Sigua, he has this anullment papers for some Liza from ventura Street somewhere in Sampaloc, he just saw my Dad's Pajero parked on the sidewalk kaya naisipan niya to dropped by...

ayun! my dad left na! so ako, i kept myself busy na sa kitchen... have to prepare for a Steak (na naman!) yun kasi ang naisip ng brother ko...

so by 7:30pm i texted my dad and asked him where he is na... i told him that the dinner's ready and sya na lang ang hinihintay namin... we had this cozy dinner kahit ako di pa nakakaligo! after dinner, my dad had this little chit-chats with me... usapang chicks na naman... meron pala kasi syang 2 girlfriend... Joyce Anne, a girl who's working at a call center and Jing Jing who works at the Supreme Court naman... hainku!!!


~> april 01, saturday... i'm here @ Laguna Bel-Air...

i'm staying at my uncle's place... ang ganda ng place nya... centralized ang house... nakalandscape ang garde... we have this event kasi here... Debut naman...

sa Manila naman, we had this event ulit sa Philippine Science High School... Yung Band Concert... truibute sa isang student... graduating student who was poisoned by her schoolmate using mercury... nilagyan ng mercury from the laboratory yung coleman... actually it's not for Gelyn (ung na-poison) - nakiinom lang sya... kaya sa kanya tumama... ang bilis daw effect... sinagot ng PSHS ang hospitalization and dialysis... but they're still undergoing an investigation... hanggang sa umamin nga yung mga kabarkada nung suspect... weird! pero yung gumawa ng crime, nakapasa na pala sa Massachusetts... lahat ng proceeds nung concert sa school nila yesterday mapupunta sa family nung Gelyn... how sad lang talaga... her liver and kidney was really damaged daw and still they can't detect where the mercury was... till 3years daw yun... maswerte lang daw kung lumagpas ng 3 years si Gelyn... anyway, i ask everybody... to pray for Gelyn's recuperation...

~*~ almost forgot about the april fool's day thingy sa site... i was online... i was having problems logging in sa proboards... nakakapag-log in ako kaya lang i can't post a comment and can't reply either...

i have this chat with Pao... i asked him to register me ulit sa board... pero when i tried it sa computer that i am using ayaw pa din... buti na lang, tatlo ang computer sa house ng tito ko dito... so i used his old computer... OKAY! at long last! Pao, told me na tignan ko nga daw ang site... ABA!!! i was super shocked!!! nag quit si Kathryn... and then BBK "im" me sa YM... send my reactions daw on Kathryn's quitting... so ayun na nga... aside from sending BBK a message for my reaction sa decision ni Kath, i texted Kath din... i was even calling her kaya lang congested na naman ang Sun, as usual so hindi ko sya nacontact! message ako kay bbk sa ym, sabi ko pigilan niya si Kath sa decision niya... wala kasing reasons...

while i was watching Pinoy Big Brother Big Night i received an sms message from BBK saying, "he's quitting na raw sa PBBFG" so ako naman, dali-dali nag online to check... nagpost muna ako sa proboards... but no reply... so nag log in ako sa ym... i saw BBK online, nagmessage ako sa kanya... till he sent me a link... i saw a photo of Kath with her hair like Toni Basil's on "Mickey"... with a dirty finger... so ako, out of curiousity... visit ko ang site...

right there and then!!! MY GOD!!! they got me there!!! I was fooled!!! nakakaasar! buti na lang, i was on a good mood, kasi it's not a good joke (honestly...) sobrang nalungkot ako sa naging decision ni Kath - can't even find the right words na sasabihin ko sa kanya for my reaction sa kanya... kaya lang andun na yun... what's on my mind na lang is that - baka activity yun... special task nga... kasi kahit si BBK ganun din... so in short nagkaron ng CONNAIVANCE sa house... come to think of it, pati ang administrator ng PBBFG magqquit! BIG JOKE di ba? hanggang sa nag online din si Marge... tapos sabi ni BBK kay Marge he's quitting daw as so as I... so follow lang ako... ayun! nag init ang ulo ni Marge, uunahan nya na daw ako... di na din nagreply si Marge sa mga pm ko sa kanya sa ym... ako naman, i was a little disappointed kasi... parang! ah ganun! so ganun na lang din pala yun! sabi pa ni BBK okay lang naman daw kay Marge na magquit ako... si BBK talaga, parang gusto pa ako bigyan ng issue and pati si Marge... medyo nalungkot ako sa bilis ng mga nangyari sa site... pero sige, ganun talaga eh! pati nga si BBK ganun din... niloko ko na magqquit ako, balewala lang din sa kanya... ganun naman talaga...

Heidz texted me too asking if BBK really is quitting...

tama si Marge, iknow till the end kami kami na mismo na mga naging close friends ang magbobotohan sa isa't isa... i have to accept it, this is just a game... i'm happy i won a lot of friends and dun pa lang masaya na ako...

wala lang... nakakalungkot lang yung mga nangyari but at least - okay na din! Enjoy na din kasi kahit papaano nag exist ang April Fool's Day!!!

~> april 02, sunday... still here @ Laguna Bel Air...

feels like I'm enjoying di ba... anyways, uuwi na din naman ako in a while...

had my lunch alone... wala kasi yung family ng Uncle ko... they went to hear mass... they didn't wake me up na kasi i was tired daw... had 2 itlog na maalat and 2 tomatoes! yum!!!

when i got home, i bathed my dogs! wala eh! yun lang ang magagawa ko eh...

Archie and Nadz came over ulit... kinuha yung mga cds na pinaburn sa akin... tapos kami ni Nadz shempre kwentuhan to the max na naman! kung anu ano na naman... busy kasi si Archie sa NBA... we had dinner din with Nadz - di na kumain si Archie - diet daw sya eh... tapos they went home na din...

**BAD NEWS!!! may naiwan kami sa laguna, kaya ayun balik kami ulit! so now... dito ako ulit sa Laguna!!! uwi kami tomorrow na! di man lang ako nakapag online ng maaga... namiss ko tuloy lahat ng vHousemates ko!

you know what strucked me??? when i checked on the site!!! at aba!!! si Adrian!!! special task din pala and mangloko ng kanyang vHousemates... o sya!!! enough of being punk'd... tama na!!! baka magkaron na naman... ano yun? sequel?

~~> so paano ba nyan? april fool's day over! and enough of it na! we all had enough! marami kaming naniwala... so back to basics na ulit... hahaha!!!

message to the connaivers:

bakit? kasi si BBK, online and funny part wala syang ginawa kundi tumawa...

anyways, i received a text message from Jen last night... "Hi ate mats, jen 2! Nde aq makaka2pag-OL n0w nd t0m huh... Pakisbi nlng lal0 na kay miguelit0.. May exam me 2m eh! Hai e2 nga sama pakiramdam q, super sakit ulo q and nagsu2ka me! Ngatz kau.. Mizz q na kau! Nytz.. Muah! Luv q kau! heheh!" now, if Pao's reading... i hope u understand why Jen can't go online lately...

anyways, what time na ba ako nakatulog last night... umaga na kasi tinapos ko pa ang mga labada ko... mga 3am dumating sila Kuya Sander and Arjay from Pier One... wala naman silang take out, kaya okey lang... I was freaking tired and talagang bumabagsak na ang mata ko when they got home... kaya lang napakwento pa ako... sobrang wala nga daw tao sa bar, unlike before...

ayun, di din agad nakatulog... dahil before sleeping, nag asaran pa kaming magpipinsan... mahirap din kapag madami kayo sa bahay...

march 29, wednesday - woke up around 10am... nagkahulan kasi yung mga aso ko... so i though baka may tao sa baba... ginising ko si Papu to check on it... wala daw...

Sheriff Rosalio Sigua texted my cousin, follow up niya kung what time sila magmimeet sa may City Hall para mai-file na ang anullment ng kasal ni Bryan and Ella... long story yang mga yan... Ella's menor de edad... my cousin Bryan is petitioned for U.S. and he is scheduled to leave before June, kaya lang ang problem, lumabas sa census that he's married... now they have to do something with their wedding, para lang makaalis siya ng Pilipinas... his parents have spent a lot of money just to rush his petition... pinagsabihan namin si Bryan before, but he didn't listen... now, ayan ang problema...

Ma'am Ivy Samala of Philippine Science High School called up regarding the Band Concert on April 08 to be held at PSHS Gymnasium... they're going to confirm daw but we're still in the middle of negotiating the package price.

we had this early ingress din sa PSHS kanina for tomorrows Commencement Exercise... 8am ang call time... nag set-up na yung mga tao para tomorrow, programs na lang ang aasikasuhin nila and not the setting up anymore...

i decided to get online... i saw Ian online, i sent him an IM but he's in class daw, so... wait na lang ako... Heidee was online too, chat kami... for the first time nagkachat kami & i learned that we have a lot in common... we both love fish... especially grilled tilapia and kilawin na tangiuge... dami din namin napag-usapan... nakakatuwa lang dahil at long last nakausap ko sya... after a while nag online na din si Kathryn... Kathryn and I talked about her wedding... plan daw sana nila na sa Fernwood Gardens kaya lang baka daw di kaya ng budget nila... buti na lang naisip namin yung Gazebo Royale sa may Visayas Avenue sa Q.C. 'am gonna call the contact person there si Anna Palisoc, ako na mag iinquire at least may help na ako kay Kaths... kahit na sa December 18 pa yun, dapat kasi okay na... may options and different ideas na, para maganda ang touch sa wedding... nag conference din kami kanina nila Heids and Kaths, and the topic!?! FRIENDS... we're all FRIENDS addicts pala... we talked about Rachel Green, Monica and Ross Geller, Chandler Bing, Phoebe Buffay and Joey Tribbiani...

i got the chance to chat with Dylan too, nakakamiss na talaga kapag dahan-dahan ng nababawasan yung virtual housemates... Nakachat ko din si Ian, as usual - ang aming love topics... we shared a lot of things to each other na and i know - there are more crazy things we'll be sharing in the future... you're asking me for a pasalubong di ba? kahit wala na, ang importante makauwi ka dito sa Philippines, safe and sound... for me that's more than enough...

plus i'm having problems withproboards din, di ako makapagpost and i can't reply using my username... kakaasar! buti na lang mahaba ang pasensya ni BBK sa akin, pero i know nakakapagod ang magturo ng ganun especially kapag sa chat lang... BBK, i forgot... THANKS SO MUCH pala for the time... really had fun & i appreciate your help bigtime (kahit wala naman nangyari sa gusto ko na makapag post sa proboards natin)

had my dinner with my brother Arjay and sister in-law Karen... yum nga eh... Beef Stew, it's my brother who cooked our dinner tonight...

what else? wala na ata... have to sign off early din... kasi maaga ang event tomorrow...

anyway, Pao... miss na kita, especially ngayon na wala na ikaw posts for me sa Shout Box...

Adrian, already add your ym id sa ym ko... hope to have a nice chat with you so we can chillax...

Heids, i know there are more things we share in common - and now i will have the chance to know you more na... thanks for your time kanina... i really appreciate it. :)

Ian, you deserve to be happy... sa gimmick mo sa friday (tama ba) di ba may imimeet ka? can't wait to hear your kinky stories... take care always and stay cool!

Marge, i know you're on your way back here @ Manila... I am really sorry if I wasn't able to give you a call... basta, pag andito ka na sa Manila madali na lahat! i missed you girl... tagal nawala ng little sister ko...

ate Janette, thanks sa text kahapon... hope to talk to you soon... chat pala... i know busy ka ngayon...

Kaths, looking forward sa iyong Grand Wedding, I would be delightfully glad na makatulong syo and to your hubby... You deserve to be happy... Stay pretty... we have a lot to share pa...

Rems & Jen, sana makapag-OL naman kayo one of this days, miss ko na ang Crazy two... kasi nag iisa na lang ako...

i was posting my first blog hours ago when my mom called me up and told me that it was raining... i didn't believe her at first... so i published my entry and waited till i saw that i already updated my blog... when i heard Kuya Sander's cellphone ringing... i answered it and it was Bryan on the other end of the line... i asked him why he called and he asked me to tell Kuya Sander to go out coz it was raining really hard outside and there's no place he can park the car... so there it is! it was indeed raining...

when suddenly i realized the clothes i left at the "batalan"... my God!!! so i rushed myself and checked on my laundry... naka!!! lahat ng whites na sa isang lugar na tinatamaan talaga ng ulan! i quickly piled up the empty pails in one place para lumuwag dun sa batalan...

anyways, i just finished my laundry, isasampay ko pa lang when i thought of doing another blog... dapat kasi kasama ako ni Kuya Sander and Arjay sa Pier One to attend the famous (way back '80's) DJ Jon Tupaz's birthday party... di ko na din kasi kaya... ayaw ko namang mapasma... i started washing clothe around 4:30 this afternoon... i cleaned up the batalan pa, kaya super late na din ako natapos... kaya i decided not to come na lang... sila, sila na lang... i am starting to become anti-social lately na ata...

anyway, i remember my long time crush lang naman while i was doing my laundry... i dunno the reason why... kaya lang bigla ko syang na miss... i had a crush on him 2nd year highschool pa lang ako... he's 3years older than me... his name is Sheen... nakakatuwa lang isipin coz kahit papaano i got the chance to know him... 3years na din sya di bumabalik dito sa Philippines... kahit i know na meron na siya ka live-in sa States, deep in my heart i still believe that somehow, magiging close friends pa kami... kabarkada sya ng mga cousins ko sa Victoria School Foundation... hearthrob sya before... even nung last visit nya dito sa 'Pinas - it's still pretty obvious na iba pa din ang dating niya... malakas pa din ang sex appeal niya...

i will never ever forget what happened the last time he was here sa P.I. - for long i will keep it inside my heart and forever treasure it... i know that kahit papaano i was at some point lucky - coz of that thing... naging sweet din naman kami... he always complement my cooking... kahit simpleng perfume lang ang ilagay ko - napapansin nya, and lagi nya sinasabi na ang bango ko... for me those things meant a lot... i know kasi na i should be thankful for those little thoughts coz some don't even start... we had this overnight outings every now and then kapag andito sya ng summer sa Philippines... i remember we had this event for Aboitiz-Jebsen, kasama namin sya along with his cousins and friends... we would dance the night away on the poolside while taking a booze... he never took advantage of me... lagi lang kami naglolokohan... i remember, he used to tell me, na swerte daw ang magiging boyfriend ko, kasi I'm everything a man could ever want... sarap pakinggan di ba? kaya lang hanggang dito na lang kami...

we sorta had this thing everytime he's here... i often told him na pwede namang ako girlfriend nya dito sa Pilipinas... HOW DESPERATE!!! i guess that's LOVE...

he has this Burmese partner for 3years na din... i am happy for him and his girlfriend... i used to tell him na swerte si Whit sa kanya, kasi he's a one woman, man... nagkaroon din sya before ng girlffriend na Filipina whom he loved so much, kaya lang may nakilala na iba and got herself pregnant with other guy while he was out of the country - bulding himself up to be "somebody" for that girls family... sa d but true... ang story nya was "been there, done that..." i know that there's no perfect relationship especially when it is a long distance one... i know din na "walang talunan" sa barkada...

kaya where i am now... kung anuman ang standing ko... i know and i am happy to be a friend for him...

i have this song for him... it was composed and sang by LeeAnn Rimes and I will forever dediate this song for him... it's entitled ...

aba!ba!ba! naka!!! matalak daw ako? how i wish - i am... pero kung yun ang tingin nyo sa akin, well i can't do anything about it... first of all i wanted you guys to know that BBK advised me to update my blogs... you know say something about the things i do, my work, the events i handle, the happening in my life... well i just did, like what i read with Heidee's new entries or posts...

hoy Ian! siraulo ka talaga! hahaha!!! anyways, BBK also sent me a message regarding - you guys blogs too... paki update na lang raw...

late last night, katext ko din si Pao and Marge... i was trying very hard to call Marge sa sun cell nya, di ko naman sya macontact! kaasar! di tuloy kami makapagchikahan! si Pao, di na ulit nag reply sa akin... anyways, i understand he's at school... anyway, i miss you guys...

well, what now? i woke 7:00... wala lang, i just checked my cellphone! funny kasi i read a message from Marge,"goodmorning: :D" daw!!! really had a good morning though... i woke up with a smile on my face... i texted marge nga na i will sleep ulit, kasi parang kulang pa ang tulog ko... i slept 6:30 kanina kasi my dad and his friends left our place 6:30am na... of course the undying videoke, beer drinking and kalokohan sa chicks! nakakatuwa kasi talagan namang deadma ko sila... i was exhausted the whole day yesterday... pero ano pa nga bang magagawa ko, eh di makisalamuha sa kanilang lahat... okay naman kasi, kumita dad ko sa 2 Mitsubishi Delica na binenta nya for only 130k, shempre naambunan naman ako kahit papaano... :) happy shempre si mats...

march 28, tuesday - shempre nag ready ako ng lunch... ininit ko lang yung mga leftover foods from last nights... meron pang 1whole chicken and a large bowl of soup... okay na kasi di na ako magpapapalengke...

my mom talked to me - i was just a little shocked... kasi nagsumbong sya sa akin about what happened 3nights ago sa house... nagkaroon ata sila ng misunderstanding ng sister-in-law ko... sabi ko lang, hayaan na nya... talagang dumarating yung mga ganung point...

i received a text from Jen-Jen, ayun natutuwa kasi may rewards daw ako sa site... ngayon ko lang din nalaman, kasi i just logged on... sobrang pagod na daw si Jen kasi nag exam daw sya... you know her plans going to Germany, she's gonna study daw dun and magpapart-time job na din... ako din malapit ko ng gawin yun! hahaha!

anyway, right now, I AM BUSY DOING MY LAUNDRY kasi... naipon na!

ate Janette also texted me via ym naman, okay naman na daw sya, and i was very glad to hear that from her... at least we're both okay na from our LBM attack! wahahaha!

i received a call from Jasmine Daquis of Philippine Trade Training Center... they'll be hiring us for event daw... kaya lang wala pang definite date... I received a call from Mrs. Collado of Philippine Science High School din... we'll be providing them the sounds and lights rental for the Commence,ent Excercise... The first will be on March 30 (Thursday) 8:00 am ang start for lower bed... and then on March 31 (Friday) 9:30am naman for highschool... at least di naman kami na-zero ngayong week na ito... i am expecting a Subic event naman this April - i just hope ma close deal...

now what? i have to attend to my laundry na ulit... para makapag-online ako mamaya...

IAN ('bak), kaasar! di tayo nakapag chikahan yesterday! di ako nagtatalak huh... nagsheshare lang ako ng mga activities and happening ko sa buhay ko... :D

HEIDEE, i hope one day magkausap naman tayo... btw, cool pics! okay ang beach! i think we both love the beach... chikahan naman tayo minsan :)

ADRIAN, i know mag kiclick tayo, looking forward chillaxin with you too... ;)

ate JANETTE, namimiss na kita... buti na lang we're both well na... pero ako meron pa din migraine...

KATHRYN, girl... text mo ako sa sun ko kapag mag oonline ka, para naman makachika kita ng mas longer... :)

MARGE, i'll call you anytime today, we have a lot of catching up to do... baka naman nag hahunk hunt ka na dyan... don't forget me... hahaha! kidding aside, I MISS YOU GIRL!!!

PAO, tomorrow, early ako mag nenet para makapag usap na tayo ulit... kahit 9 pa yung iba mong ka-chat, i won't give a damn... miss yah!

to Jen and Rems, naku huh... magparamdam kayo sa kin, especially ikaw Rems... si Jen-Jen, chat tayo huh... miss you both much...

you just don't know how tired i am today...

last night i signed off early... wala lang i felt bad din kasi from all the chores that i did... i had a long chat with Ian and also my long time virtual friend Jen... goodnight na lang talaga ang last words namin for each other... pano ba naman, i got tired waiting for BBK's update sa site! hahaha! anyways, di ko na din nahintay, although Ian asked me a favor na message ko sya kung anuman ang magiging outcome or results ng nomination...

march 27, monday - nakakalungkot lang kasi si Dylan ang evicted sa game... although i made friends with others na, pero close din kasi sya sa kin kahit papano... we shared a lot of pretty cool things... from foods to love na ata... i just heard from Jen-Jen that Dylan was the evictee... Jen texted me early in the morning...

anyways, i did my night rituals (as usual) before i slept... i said a prayer... i cleansed my face... put on my durance orange-pamplemousse lotion - and then put myself to sleep na... una nga di pa ako, nagcocomforter, kasi naman it's freaking hot even with the aircon... kaya lang mga after 10mins i can feel na lumalamig na ang sumisiksik na sa skin ko yung lamig, so i grabbed on my comforter and sleep na... wow!!! lamig! how i wish i have someone beside me, para naman meron akong human jacket, masarap ata matulog ng may kayakap ka and waking up with that person... you know the feeling na you see this person the moment you open your eyes... hay naku! i'm just being so mushy right now... paano ba naman, i have no one!!! hahaha!

anyways, there's this bad thing! nag brown out bigla, right in the middle of the night na kung kailan sarap na ng tulog ko... wow! kaasar di ba? but anyhows, after 10mins. naman nagkakuryente na ulit...

bakit nga ba ako nagising ng maaga?... take note 8:30... first time in the philippines history? oh yeah, i heard my puppy (cotton) crying... i was like roaming my eyes inside the room and i can't find him anywhere... hanggang sa tawag na ako ng tawag sa kanya... i was like hanging my hands sa bed... ayun! lumapit sa kin! i placed him right beside me, tapos konting tulog ulit... later nagulat na naman ako, kasi may umiiyak na naman! i checked on the puppy lying next to me, pero andun pa din si cotton... there! si candy pala! the other puppy... so ayun! happy together kaming tatlo sa kama! sleep ulit...

mga around 10:30 ayun na, i stood up na... do my morning rituals naman... went to the comfort room... pee, brushed my teeth and changed my shorts and my blouse... nag ordinary tees na lang ako...

i went downstairs and checked on if there was any new inquiries... oh well! wala naman... puro calls from citibank, offering a credit card and a call from DPC paranaque, asking if somebody came over na to pick up the check...

i had my lunch... pork nilaga lang... di na ako nagluto kasi naman, it really was scorching hot, so i asked Papu na lang to buy for me... me and my cuzins had our lunch na... till Balong dropped by to get the water dispenser that he was selling... may iba na daw kasing buyer... ginising na muna namin si Bryan kasi he's gonna drive Balong at our warehouse and get the water dispenser...

i just stayed at home... fed my puppies cotton, candy, fruit, cocktail & bogs! hahaha! funny name 'ayt?

an hour later, Kuya Sander gave Bane a money and asked her to do the marketing... post graduation party for my cousin Papu kasi... no visitors are expected naman only my dad & his friend Deuni... we bought 5 whole chicken and ingredients for Chicken Sopas...

i cooked the chicken with MAX'S Fried Chicken Style... kaya lang nagkaasaran kasi, i did everything naman... i prepared everything! as in everything... ni hindi pa nga ako nakakaligo... sobrang alinsangan pa naman! it feels like nobody wants to help me sa kitchen... kaya nagkapikunan kami dito sa Bahay ni Kuya...

anyways, my dad arrived na with his friend nga and some guy that i dunno where he just picked! sa batangas pa ata... hahaha!

i took a bath... and tumambay sa room ng mom ko... lamig dun grabeh!

we had our dinner naman! everbody was happy naman kasi kahit mainit, masarap naman ang food!

what else? katext ko lang naman si Marge and Jen the whole day... nakakatuwa kasi itong si Jen nang iinggit na kumain sya ng 2pc. chicken joy and rocky road ice cream... hahaha! ok lang kasi naman we had chicken din dito and meron din akong quezo real na ice cream! hahaha! peace jen, love you! :-P

si marge naman, i am super touched kasi she made this very nice testimonial for me... same as si Jen last night... ganda ng mga testi nila and i felt so loved talaga!!!

I miss you marge! i miss you jen! i miss you rem! i miss you pao! i miss you kath! i miss you ate janette! i miss you ian... looking forward to talk to heidee and the new vHousemate adrian...

sige, mag vivideoke muna kami...

keep u all posted again...

yung pic na yan is with Deuni (checkered polo), my Dad and of course MEEH!!! hahaha!

march 26, sunday ~ family day

just an ordinary day for me... what time na din kasi ako natulog last night... i took a nap for 30 mins first, kaya lang, dumating na yung mga kasama namin sa bahay from their respective events... although Bryan and his friends encountered some financial problems with their reunion... Bryan (my cousin) was the organizer for that event kasi... Bryan was even so into his thoughts din - na okay daw magiging outcome ng reunion nila... But it turn out wrong! Sila pa tuloy ang nagkautang sa bar, that his friend Jay-P was even constrained to leave his videocam at the bar, nextweek, papalitan na lang nila and they're gonna pay for how much they owe the bar pa... hai...

around 04:30 am, umatake na naman ang tiyan ko... first it was just my hips na masakit... and it really ached a lot! sobra! i'm in pain... i just thought that maybe it was due to my kidney failure din... then after a while my stomach ache naman, i rubbed on some white flower on my hips & stomach - Bane even looked for painreliever para lang ipainom sa akin... kaya lang, i have this attitude din na before uminom ng gamot eh dapat kahit papaano, may laman ang tiyan ko... so i grabbed on some skyflakes & drank nesvita... after 10 mins., iba na ang nararamdaman ko & it was thies "call of nature" ... shempre lbm pa din... my God!!!

pero right after the call of nature, i put myself to sleep na... yun ang dapat eh... i have to rest...

i woke up around 11am... i received texts from friends and also from marge... tawagan ko raw sya kapag may time ako... kaya lang i ran out of load na sa sun since march 25 pa... - kaya KATHRYN, sorry kung di din ako nakakapagtext sa yo... anyway, back to marge, till now di pa din ako nakakabili ng load... pero i know she understand naman... she even texted me na, she's using 3G phone raw and tatawagan niya raw ako...

too bad, my uncle visited my mom... kaya ito namang mom ko, mega feel nya magyabang, so she borrowed my cellphone and used it for her sim... sya na daw muna ang gagamit... hahaha! vain din eh noh! so now, ginagamit ko yung cellphone ni Bane na 6020... di pwede ang 3G...

~*~*~ hainku!!! i am really missing someone... i dunno...

i really dunno what's with me now... sobrang affected ako, for reasons i don't know why i have to miss this person... everytime the phone rings - i always pray that it's him... kaya lang - wala eh... i know naman, we just met and everything - i shouldn't expect too much din... kaya lang i really have this feeling talaga! i never felt this way before... pero iba talaga!

before, okei lang sa akin yung kung anu - anong bagay d'yan... i remember i once met this guy din thru YM, he asked for my number... he called me but i didn't answer... pero yung ngayon, iba, i felt something... kapag nagriring nga ang phone, naeexcite ako! para akong tanga noh? i know these things are only for teeny boppers - I AM NOT!!! but i still love the feeling of "magic", the "thrill" feeling...

hainku!!! how i wish, kahit one of these days, i'll hear from him again... even for once... titignan nyo ko ng ganito... MALOKO, FLIP - but in my heart - i do believe in something called "LOVE"... how weird di ba? but who knows... :)

today, i got to chat with ex-vH Jen-Jen (as ever, as usual)... funny lang... kasi last night when Jen, Rems and I were having this conference, puro kalokohan ang pinag-uusapan namin! you just all don't know what crazy things we were conversing! but it was a lot of fun! kaya nga i super miss Jen and Rems na talaga! how i wish, none of them quit na lang... but i do respect their decision - i know naman that they will always be there for me... happy ako, kasi kahit papaano, si Jen lagi pa din nandyan for us... nakakamiss na tuloy ang PAJEMAREMA... si marge naman, still at Boracay pa din sya! wow!

this may sound so unbelievable, pero wanna know the truth? di pa ako nakakapunta ng Boracay - but i believe that one day I WILL... hahaha! kaya Bora, humanda ka na! hahaha!

ayun, confe din kami kanina - with Dylan, Pao, and Jen... nakakatuwa kasi di pa kami nakapag confe ng ganun... you know talking and laying everything under the sun... nakakatuwa! i wish everyday ganun! si pao, nga biglang gusto nya bumalik ng Pilipinas, nakakamiss naman kasi talaga!

ayun, kachat ko din ang lashing kagabi na si Ian... hahaha!!! i enjoyed out conversation... don't you worry, i'll buy a mic na, para kapag tinawagan mo ako at trip mong magtalak eh magkausap naman tayo...

to heidee the comebacker! welcome back! i didn't had the chance to get to know you before, i hope now's the time... to adrian, hope to meet you soon... you know! we should all catch things up!

Remcyl & Jen-Jen - I misz you both much...
Marge, come back na! hahaha!
Pao - you take care always... i am always here for u, keep that in mind!
Dylan, nakakatuwa ka, wala sa itsura mo yung revelations kanina sa aming hot seat! hahaha! but you really are cool! goodlooking na cool pa!
Janette, i hope you're well na... lbm issues natin eh...
Kathryn, hahaha! misz na kita! di naman kasi tayo magtagpo eh... nakakainspire naman ang pictures mo sa U.K. (ask BBK din) nakakainggit!

nga pala BBK, di ba sabi mo, trip to U.K. tayo sagot mo? hahaha!!! :-)

anyways, till here muna, update you soon...

tagalog na tagalog noh? wala lang... nakakalungkot talaga eh... :(

march 19, SUNDAY - nothing special... just spent the whole day @ home... pano ba naman, start ng period ko! tama daw bang sabihin un! eh wala na, jan nag start ang aking topak! as usual! ganun naman lagi eh... kaya nga meron pang pms di ba? *lol* but anyway, kahit naman ganyan - i worked the whole day at home! although nag rest ako dahil sobrang pagod ako sa event namin nung 18. pero, dahil masipag nga ako, i did all the chores at home... i wanna see my surroundings clean... para naman masarap gumalaw... 'di hassle or what... nagiging Obsessive-Compulsive na ata ako eh...

march 20, MONDAY - shempre, same old, same old pa din ako... nothing new pa din! still busy with the office works... doing late nights paper works... dami na kasi kailangan submit-an ng quotations and kung anu pang mga churva... *lol*

busy all day sa kitchen, general cleaning and everything... dinner i prepared Nilagang Bulallo... un ang request eh! kaya lang di na dito nakapag dinner sila Bryan and kuya Sander, pumunta sila sa Cainta...

my dad dropped by din kaya sya natikman ny yung niluto ko, he's with his friend Deuni...

march 21, TUESDAY - just at home... my brother and i talked about his wife's condition... wala lang... i just stayed at home lang... nothing much...

anyway, since kumita kami sa last wedding namin... Kuya Sander gave us a budget and mag STEAK nga daw ako... so i prepared for a T-BONE STEAK ala pobre shempre...

march 22, WEDNESDAY - wala ng masarap na ulam kasi 2 straight nights yummy ang recipe ko...

But anyway, i have this SURPRISE CALL from California... Joshua Escueta... sarap sya kausap... may sense... I really am looking forward meeting this guy... if given a chance lang naman...

Jen-Jen called me din, wala lang chit-chats lang... as always...

march 23, THURSDAY - woke up 9am... prepared myself for a meeting with Mr. Elcid Reyes of Tianshi Phils., Inc. I went straight to the bathroom/comfort room... the day i had this worst lbm... i can't back out naman kasi, our client is expecting me... so i went straight to the showe and take a bath... after, i get dressed and prepared the things i have to bring for the meeting. kuya sander and i went to makati na din agad. kaya lang talagang masama na ang tiyan ko... first i really wanna pee lang... kaya nga dami namin stop over on our way to kingscourt 1. when we get there... ayun, i looked for Mr. Reyes... we discussed their upcoming event and also the other activities they'll be holding for this year. we had a wonderful talk naman and we're all looking forward doing business together for their convention...

after the meeting nag cr muna ako ulit, too bad when i pee ayun na meron ng konti, good thing i have this handy tissues with me... kaya i really felt uneasy all the way back to the parking... i asked kuya sander if there's a place where i can buy more tissues, wet ones, etc... right across the street sa pasong tamo, merong mercury drug, kaya ayun, mega bili agad ako... then i checked din kung san ako pwede gumamit uli ng cr, kasi talagang massakit na yung tyan ko... - buti na lang meron red ribbon, dun na lang ako nag stop over - hassle nga kasi ni hindi man lang kami nag order or bumili ng kahit ano...

buti na lang di na ulit bumalik ung feeling na na-ccr ako... dumiretsi na kami ng Quiapo to buy medicines for my sister in law... right after we went straight sa sa Greenhills, pinarepair namin yung cellphone ni Bryan... I bought a nleather case for my cellphone din... funny kasi dual ung leather case that i bought - kaya itong kuya ko, mega canvass ng maliit na cell with camera para daw dun sa leather case ko... blessing din naman that i brought with me Bane's cellphone, pinaswap na din namin... pang SUN lang... pinaswap namin ung 7650 sa 6020... maganda naman... before going home nag dinner na lang muna kami sa Razon's we heard from our previous clients Clarence and Aya kasi that food there is great, so we tried nga... di naman ako mashado nakakain kasi masama ang tiyan ko... i'm afraid baka kung saan na naman ako abutan...

we went home na... i had this conversation with my brother Arjay and her wife Karen, kung anu-ano lang... we discussed the medications and how to drink it...

okei naman na din sila... yun nga lang, my brother asked me if i can wake up early daw, so i can help him and his wife taking care of their baby... strong kasi ung gamot ng wife nya...

IAN's back in the game! hahaha! goodluck! and for now, do good!

march 24, FRIDAY - my cousin Cedrie's graduation... elementary lang naman... pero funny, kc pinagraduate sya ng kulang pa sya ng isang final exam. funny din kasi, he failed 5 subjects and we just asked his teachers to just give him the chance na makapasa, kahit bigyan na lang sya ng special projects... for me, mas okey na sana na magrepeat na lang sya, kasi, wala naman syang natutunan, kaya lang naisip ng mga pinsan ko, sayang daw yung tuition fee tapos uulit lang... at least next school year ipapasok na lang namin sya sa public school at least dun baka sakali mas maging okey sya... parang ang labo noh!

i was waiting din for them to give me a budget na panghanda kaya lang sa Sunday na lang daw...

i still have this bad LBM, as in very bad na! nakachat ko nga c ate janette and she adviced me to drink gatorade... i bought one bottle muna and i ate saging latundan din... kaya lang when i talked to bea, cousin ko who's taking up med. wag daw mashado sa gatorade kc meron daw sugar... dapat daw makapagpacheck-up ako kasi, bka may GI bleeding ako, or perforation or whatsoever... tinakot daw ba ako... my God! nawindang ako! (bigtime) ... baka daw gastrointestinal bleeding - secondary daw sa isa pang sakit or ulcer or baka daw napressure na ang butt ko... the thing is "nagtatae" lang naman ako... kaya nga lang mei bleeding na... kaya that's what concerns me the most...

i just felt so bad today... pano ba naman, I am not feeling well na nga tapos, i heard from Jen din that she already quit the game! my God i just lost a close friend sa game! then we had a chat same as with Pao. funny nga kasi i helped Pao din sa assignment nya sa English! hahaha!

tapos, di pa dun nagtatapos ang bad day ko, nag pm sa kin si Rems - and guess what? nag quit din sya! now tell me, DOES THAT MADE ME ANY BETTER? hindi eh... kasi two of my closes friend nag quit na! i still have marge and pao, okei kaya lang nakakalungkot kasi parang may kulang na! kaya nga i decided to log out na lang... kasi mashado lang ako na hurt sa sudden decision nila...

my dad visited us din. kaya lang he didn't stay long... ayun puro kwentong grilfriend na naman sya! and take note apat ang cellphone nya ngayon! mamakyaw daw ba ng cellphone? *lol*

i slept early din kaya lang, my cousin Bane woke me up around 3am ata, to drink medicines... tapos i received a text from Jen-Jen din... we texted for a while kaya lang di na din ako nakapagreply kasi i fell asleep na...

march 25, SATURDAY - three events kami ngayon - pero I'M NOT FEELING GOOD right now... still have migraine & LBM (hahaha) di bagay... i feel like i am so dehydrated na... i am having this talk with BBK with regards to the virtual house... wala lang... ka-chat ko din si Jen-Jen, sobrang nakakalungkot nga kasi two of my closest friends sa PBBFG2 nag quit na... Remcyl and Jen-Jen...

Anyway, we have this early set-up sa Malabon, Followspot rental lang naman kaya di matrabaho... the venue is at San Bartolome Parish, contact person is Angelo Farinas... early ito kaya hihintayin na ng crew namin hanggang sa matapos...

The other event is at Imperial Palace c/o John de Castro na naman... Debut ulit, kaya lang wala ng Sound Systems Rentals... Lights and effects na lang...

Yung isa pang event is San Sebastian Class Reunion naman, nag coordinate is my cousin Bryan and his friends Jay-R, Jay-P and Keith... :)

Nakakapanibago lang today kasi, nag quit na nga yung 2 closest friends ko... pero i know they're still here for me... i know walang magbabago... i love them both... sa game lang naman sila nawala... but they're in my life na forever...

WOW!!! what now? just glad that everything's over... the 2 weddings and the debut... saturday was really a tough day for me...

saturday, march 18... was at home till 4am... they didn't bring me at the set up anymore... the peeps were at the ite around 9am... they assembled the stage, the sound and lights system... u-turn band was early for their set up and sound check too...

the personnels at our event at pasig were Bong (stage), Eric (stage), Rowell (church), Bhoy (reception), Junior (reception), Rio (reception) and another guy (who i don't know his name) for the band equipments naman...

the set up was really "madugo"... talaga namang parang nag sun bathe ung mga tao... lahat sila umitim!!! buti na lang di na nila ako sinama...

i wasn't able to check on the church ceremony... i was asked to go at ortigas kasi and buy our personnel's meals... they didn't provide snacks for my crew kasi... they didn't have lunch or meriendas... so i was constrained to go at Emerald (mc donald's) - i bought them chicken and a lot of extra rice...

i arrived a little late at the recepttion... almost all the visitors left already when i got at the site... the band u-turn was playing though (at least naabutan ko sila)... i just had little dinner... nag yosi lang sandali sa labas.. ganun naman ako pag natetense eh... i remember one of the members of u-turn apporoached our technical crew... nagkaron ata ng konting reklamo, kasi malakas daw masyado ung monitor speaker nya... but it all went fine...

running for how many hours yung aming bubble stream... kwela talaga... they also had confetti blasters... after nakatawid yung couple sa assembled bridge sa pool, nagpaputok sila ng isa and another one after the groom kissed the bride for their toast...

super maganda yung set-up... i didn't thought na magiging ganun kaganda yung magiging outcome, but it was really elegant... a garden wedding (just what i always dreamed of)

around 8:30 nad pack up na ng gamit yung personnel ko who ran the church ceremony... then sinakay na namin sa sasakyan... we ran back sa recption site and subo lang ng konting dinner... after that Doinx, got into the bj's booth... nag start na kasi yung ballroom dancing... sya na yung nag mix sa ballroom... grabe talagang hataw ang mga oldies... they even brought their own dance instructors! sobrang kwela talaga... i remember... marge texted me regarding the activities naman... and then jen-jen texted me too... konting chikahan lang kami... she's sick nga daw and nakapagpa check-up na din... hay naku! i super miss the OLD JEN-JEN yung super hyper and ayaw tumigil sa kakaYM... iba na sha ngayon...

anyway, around 11pm naman, Clarence, the groom spotted me at my table... he approached me like, "ui... ikaw pala! jan ka na pala!" i just replied with "ui ka din!" sa super tense ko i forgot to congratulate him on his wedding... he asked for my kuya... and then that's it we had a little chit chats...

i remember, nagbiro pa si kuya na idismantle na nga raw yung stage... may nakarinig ata... aba ang mga old women, nagsampahan sa stage at kahit my humps na ang tugtog, hataw pa din!!!

after nun, naspot-an na naman ako ni clarence... hahaha!!! "there you are" na naman... hahaha! he asked me who he's gonna talk regarding their payment for the system...

after nung makiha na namin yung payment, pinasadahan na namin ang pag baba ng gamit sa warehouse... ung mga equipments muna sa Church ang pack up namin! take note... from Pasig to Galas naman kami... then we left Rowell na sa warehouse para sya na magkamada ng mga gamit sa bodega... we dropped by sa house naman... nagpa kusot kami ng face towel... para magising ang aming mga utak! then we drove back sa Pasig sa reception naman... we gathered more equipments na pwede magkasya sa sasakyan namin... nauna na si Eric sa ibang gamit... then we went back sa warehouse...

naka apat din kami na balikan from pasig to galas... from galas to pasig... ang dami...

by 6:30 naman nagpunta ako ng Pasay to accompany my personnel naman sa Shrine of Jesus kasi meron kami Smoke Machine Rental dun... i asked my crew na nga lang to take the cab pag uwi na sya... hirap kasi eh... ang daming gasolina na ang nagagamit namin...

7am na rin ako nakauwi from that balik-balikan trip ng aming set up!!!

hahaha!!! i feel so exhausted...

TODAY, what I'm doing naman is doing this formal quotation / proposal... as usual...

early in the morning Mr. Elcid Reyes gave me a call... and he's askin me why i didn't include the sgate artworks design for backdrop... wow! so i told him we really have to meet up for that, so we can have a glimpse of their design then i can discuss it to the artist... mahirap kasi ung puro estimate lang... he also asked me for video monitoring with editing and stuffs like that pa... some pictures from our big events... so what i sent him was our event for Innerwheel (female counterpart ng Rotary Club) and our Nestle Kick-Off events...

i also sent a quotation for kat guevarra... debut na naman... hahaha!!! and i also talked to daisy ching for her wedding naman on June 10. and another acoustic night for amee... sangkatutak pa... also mr. domeng mendoza, i emailed him quotations too... convention naman yun for 2 days sa colegio de san agustin, binan, laguna... 9th national prex convention... i just hope sa dami ng nakausap ko the past few days and today, may ma-close naman ako...

also talked to mrs. collado from philippine science high school (our loyal client) they're gonna hire us for graduation this march 30 & 31 naman... and another band concert this april naman...

anyway, i just had this semi long chat with ate janette... funny lang, kasi i used to have chats with pao, especially like this hour kaya lang, i was a bit shocked kasi, who i saw online was ate janette... i read her message for me sa shoutbox, well, ochie, kitams nagkausap din tyo!

kaths, it was really a soft thing in my ear... maganda ako... it was really a compliment! parehas lang tyo...

same as with jen-jen, wala na ginawa kundi purihim ako, nagmana lang naman ako sa kanya...

marge, i miss you na - especially si pao pao, buti pa sya sa Vegas na!

rems, really appreciate your gudnyt text last nyt.... i really miss you...

till then... keep u posted pa...

x's: sorry, i wasn't able to took a pic sa last event ko... anyway, i'll just post a pic from our gig with kitchie nadal at bluwave...

How my day started?

Well, I woke up early and of course do my morning rituals...

I didn't come with my company at work coz I have a lot to finish... Things are giving me a lot of headaches lately... Although I first thought of the things we need to prepare for laters event at Parkwood for Wedding... And a Debut at Sta. Rosa Laguna...

Last Thursday, March 16 and Friday, March 17 - we had this event care of Jollibee. It's an Auto Trade Show... The engager was Shirley Amarillo... Our personnel was just feeling so sick... Coz in our every evnt, the client is supposed to provide meals for our personnel in charge. We dropped off our personnel at Ruby Road 6am, but our engager didn't ecen gave him a budget for his meal... Kung wala sana sila ipapakain, sana kahit bigyan naman nila ng kahit magkano yung tauhan namin, kahit pantawid lang... But anyway, the dame has been done. He survived a whole day naman.

Same day March 17, Friday - the client who called me last Saturday gave me a call - Mr. Edwin Cosme... He confirmed a Birthday Party at 16-G Ocean Tower at Roxas Blvd. Actually, I wasn't expecting that he'll be calling us again... I know kasi that it was a rush... And I was thinking maybe he hired other company na... But he called me and informed me, that they will confirm nga and my people should be at venue by 3pm coz the party will be starting at 6pm. But we have to negotiate for the package price pa, kaya naman, for me to be able to close our deal I gave Sir Edwin a 500 discount from the proposal I sent him... CLOSED DEAL!!!

Also, Engr. Elcid Reyes gave me a call today... He thought that maybe I have forgotten about his request for a quotation for Sounds, Lights, Stage and Backdrop Rental for Tianshi Phils.' Convention which will be held this June or July at either Westin Philippine or Manila Hotel. I explained everything to him... I even told him that - actually I was doing the proposal na and I'll be sending it after 20 mins... Funny! So I rushed... I was having this chat with Pao, while I was doing the quotation for Engr. Reyes... Engr. Reyes is considering us kasi for their event... Ayaw na daw niya ng marami pang kausap. One stop shop in other words...

So I sent him the quotation or proposal via fax and even sent him a copy through his email.

Harris Carreon called up too. He's requesting for a proposal for a Wedding naman at April 08... Medyo marami talaga trabaho...

Non stop phone calls and paperworks!!! But it's all worth it naman...

Today, VMarch 18- VHs please bear with me... I may not be able to get online the whole day... Isang event namin for today will be held at Sta. Rosa naman - the organizer is a nephew of VP Noli de Castro naman, John de Castro, a young man na sanay na sa services namin. Actually sa March 24 may schedule na sya ulit sa amin...

Anyway, I will be monitoring our event at Parkwood Subdivision at Pasig kasi. By 9am set up namin ang Reception... By 2pm naman yung Montefalco Parish Church... Our equipments must be assembled first kasi - mahirap na ang mauuna na makapag set-up yung caterer... Di kami makakakuha ng pwesto...

The caterer who's gonna provide for the food will be VS&F who the owner is Mr. Buddy Abesamis. We used to cater before kasi and we already met him - and he really is a good guy! He's the owner and at the same time, he 's the one doing the on the spot cooking for their client's menu.

By the way, one of the Principal Sponsor of Diaz-Quisana Nuptial will be Councilor Nanette Castello-Daza of Quezon City. The guest band who's gonna perform for 45mins will be U-Turn...

Basta Sunday or Monday, I might post a pic from one of our events...

I hope you all understand me...

I am terribly missing you all... I miss PAJEMAREMA (much,much)
Kath, off mo kanina, nakapag online naman ako, kaya lang di na naman tayo nagtagpo... Ate Janette, hope you're feeling well na... Rowen & Dylan goodluck sa finals nyo! Kaya nyo yan! Marge, di na tayo nagkakausap... Rems, same with you... Jen, sorry kanina, sobrang busy ako, kaya di ako agad nakakareply sa'yo... Kung miss mo na kami, mas miss na kita, eh ikaw lagi ko ka-chat eh... Pao, hahaha!!! spread love, celebrate love... PAOLO MIGUEL MATA & KELLIE PICKLER... MARISTEL OCAMPO & ACE YOUNG!!! hahaha!!!

KNOCK ON WOOD, right?

*lol* what if one day our house get burnt? (knock on wood talaga) I really dunno what to do... I live my whole life in this house. For 26 years and 10 months... This house has really been a big part of me growing up... I've seen a lot of things in this house... Went through a lot of experiences... Been through all ups and downs... Witnessed my mom and dad's fights and separation... I've seen the wonder of me and my brother growing up... And I saw all the pain that we've been through... Pain may be a li'l deep though, but without it, we won't learn...

Di ko kakayanin siguro ang masunugan ng bahay... My God!!! This house is my home! This house is my life... Mababaliw ako pag nangyari yun!!! Just like my Lola's famous line, "di bale ng manakawan, wag lang masunugan..." That's very, very true... I've had friends na nasunugan and talagang mahirap... Like for us, I know, mga parents ko madami naipundar just to proviede us shelter tapos mauuwi din lang sa lahat... That would be very sad...

I remember March '95... There's this one incident that our house was almost getting burnt because of the old house just a few meters from our place... That old house was filled with old newspapers & receipts... The house was made of old woods that's been a home of termites for almost a decade... The only person who lives there is an old man named Mang Pinong... They have no electricity... Candle is the only thing that brings light in his house... He fell asleep, and left the candle lit until it burneed all the papers inside his house... His house is just a few meters from our house and frankly, ang hirap!!! My mom, got so nervpus that she took our wireless phone and attempted to call a fireman but she ended up holding the phone and staring blankly at the numbers... My tita Cathy who used to live with us, out of panic took her one month baby at the street... She ran her way out without a slippers... My packed stuffs that aren't useful if ever...

What I mean is, no matter how hard you will try to save things that you've spent your life with just to have that thing - talagang wala... Nasunog na eh....

Like for instance now, I refixed my bedroom... I have it repainted... from rags talaga yung bedroom ko... I used to share room with my mom, but when I was earning my own money na... I have it fixed... Tapos masusunog lang... Mahirap... I have a lot of important and expensive things there... I know material things lang yun - but the money I spent in buying those things, pinagpaguran ko... It's the fruit of my labor...

Kaya ako... A word of advise,,, better yet, be a lot more careful... Be aware... And dapat, laging may nakaready na malaking bag kahit under the bed lang... Para whatever happens, madali magbalot *lol* hahaha!!! Just kidding...

Anyway, dapat lang talaga, mas maging secure tayo sa lahat ng bagay,,, dapat din mas maging maingat para maiwasan ang mga hindi magagandang bagay... If we're not using for instance - the electric fan, we turn off the power strip or bunutin na lang natin from the socket... Kung may aircon, dapat, lagi natin patayin yung safety box which separates the aircon from the other eclectric...

Better safe than sorry! ;) (winks)

wanna take a glimpse on my new refixed bedroom... chaka eh... pero cge, share ko...
the 1st picture was with my cuzn Bane (ung tibo), Nica (my half sister) and Doinks (Big Brother)
ung isa namang pic, that's our counter, that's were we eat dinner... Pero pinuno namin ng fruits... New Year 2k6 yun eh!

Besides my Mom, the most influential woman in my life is my Tita Baby (antonina romero)... She was born June 12, 1956 she shares the same age with my Mom. They've been friends for quite some time din. Tita Baby was first wife of my Tito Elly, who happens to be the brother of my Dad. Actually my Mom and my Tita Baby were in-laws before...

Both my mom and Tita Baby were first wives... My mom was married to Reynaldo Ocampo (3rd from a family of 6) and Tita Baby was married to Elly Ocampo (2nd to the eldest)...

Both my mom and my tita Baby got separated from their husbands... Mas nauna lang si Tita Baby. My Tito was beating her up and she has another relationship with some woman kasi... His family accuse my Tita that she's stealing money from them... Kung may ibigay naman ang Tito ko sa kanya, she's just saving it for her children... Lysander (32) and Elly Sander (30)... They got separated and my Tita met Ato... Really a long story... Ato became her lawyer defendant, when she sued a case to my tito...

Anyway, why she became the most influential person my life? well well well,,, because she fought for the rights of her two clidren... She never hesitated fighting for the rights... How I wish my mom did the same thing for us but she didn't...

We're not so close before... But when I stayed with my Tita Luz (my dad's sister) - I finally get to know her. Eventhough, at first I know it's hard to reach out on her... Now we're close as ever...

My dad left us when I was 5 and till now I feel pain from him... He's attitude - masyadong weather-weather , but still I kept on fighting...

That's why I kept things in tact in my mind, that I HAVE TO BE STRONG like my tita Baby... I want to be a fighter like her and I want to have something of my own like her.

She maybe chatterbox at times but we're just the same...

*note*
Tita Baby's in white polo...

March 11, Saturday (a new day) - around 3am, still talking to Jen over the phone... O f course never ending giggles and laughters... But then time's running and we both have to sleep... So we decided to hang up and talk again the following day. Right after our long chat on the phone, I went upstairs and did my nightly beauty regimen... But I was worrying with my 5pups so I decided to check on them. I was very sleepy na, but I can see that the pups really are starved, so I made them a bottle of milk and fed each one and cleaned them. I finished feeding the pups around 6:30am.

I went upstairs and get myself to sleep, shempre I pray muna... I never forget to say my prayers before I go to sleep. It's part of my routine. And God is my inspiration.

I woke up 9:30am because my stomache's in pain. I can't sleep well because of it. Good thing din coz Remcyl texted me. Exhange texts kami ni Rem. And then I decided to go to the market and buy fresh live tilapia (for lunch) - I bought sky flakes and coke sakto for breakfast (hahaha!) - I asked Bane (my cousin) to feed my pups. I watched Papu (my cousin, din) prepare himself to school. I had 2 sticks of smoke. And then I get online. I saw Paolo online, but his status message was "busy" but then I still bother to send him a message...

Kaya lang because kulang ang tulog ko, mga around 11 noon, inantok na naman ako... So i decided to go to bed ulit... Kaasar nga kc I know PAJEMAREMA will be online any moment, kaya lang talagang anotok ako...

I woke up around 2:30pm. We have an event din kasi at Acropolis, Libis.

So my cousins Doinx and Bryan get themselves ready for the event. I asked Doinx to just pick me up even after the event na lang. Kasi, I'll be doing something... They left around 4:30pm... So nag online muna ako... I get to chat with Jen, Dylan, Marge and Pao... But when it's already quarter to six, bye-bye muna ko sa kanya coz I know, my cousins will be picking me up.

But I was a li'l disappointed, coz my cousin Doinx (big brother) decided not to pick me up - coz according to him, I haven't attend to my activities lately daw... One time lang naman. But I said sorry anyway, kaya lang, all's been done.

One quotation lang naman yung di ko nagawa. I didn't make it coz when I called Mr Anton Borja at Clear Waters, he wasn't there... Client call. So I said my deepest sorry to my Big Brother, my Big Boss... hahaha!!!

Next week's all lined up though...

A prob happened though early last night... I though my cousin Papu was just fooling around when he told me that my dad's outside and with my half sister Nica... andun nga sila... ok lang naman sa kin. it's there na eh...

After a couple of hours, dumating naman mom nia and an old woman naked VIKANG!!! and i super hate her! because she really is very judgemental - and it isn't good! she's at her place and scolding me!!! she's not even related to our family!!! i really hate her...

That's one of the reason why I have to stepped out from the computer... I was super bad trip!

wow!!! how was my day? lemme see??? uhrmmm... to think i had a long sleep after last night's chores...

well for the past few days, i was spending late nights having Videoke with my family. We just had a glass of water, some smokes and you know the microphone. Just havin' fun after a long days work...

nothin' really special...

SUNDAY: uhrmmm... march 05 - just busy with meetings and oculars. i even went to metrowalk to meet my client for a wedding. i thought we're gonna discuss everything at starbucks, but i was very, very wrong... we had a convoy, cause we have to do our ocular at the venue... pasig... parkview subdivision in pasig. i spent almost half of my day talking to aya diaz... i thought at first, she was just a plain wedding organizer, only to find out when i asked her "sinong ikakasal?" aba! ang lola pala!!! wow! the wedding's gonna be a grand! on the recption their guest singers would be U-TURN, so we have to discuss all the equipments and services, coz we don't want to fail our clients. and we have to provide them the best quality and service... after visiting the venue... we drove back to the churck Montefalco Church - historical church, coz it is Philippine's tallest. anyway, by around 7pm we bid goodbyes to the future mr. & mrs. quisano...

i went straight at ortigas home depot to check on new copies of dvd. after going at sittie's place. i went at greenhills. i just claimed the cellphone that we asked jay (d cell technician) to repair. then i had a dinner at Italliani's... WOW! good food!!!

MONDAY: march 06 - well, well, well, i can't quite remember what happened. but i know one thing, i went back at greenhills and checked on the tiangges. hahaha!!! nothin special...

btw, it's remcyl's birthday!!! happy, happy birthday! enjoy aging!!! ;)

TUESDAY: march 07 - what now? nothin really special!!! just at home i think... i really can't remember a single thing talaga.

WEDNESDAY: march 08 - hahaha!!!

THURSDAY: march 09 - grand launching of BOYSEN's new paints (take note: paints with teflon) at Westin Philippine Plaze. i just dropped by at the event. checked on the status of the event. went back home and did my laundry instead. wow!!! i finished my laundry around 4:30 am...

FRIDAY: march 10 - well, still have that event at BOYSEN @ Westin... I didn't come na lang. There's another one pa pala... At Philippine Science High School naman. Just a talk... And then a bday party @ Palm Village, Makati @ Rockwell... I just contacted the clients that there will be guys on their way for their event.

I did vote na nga pala for PBBFG's 3rd eviction... I'm quite jittery though...

I talked to Pao, Jenjen, Rems, Janette, Rowen & Dylan

wala lang...

kay pao, i know whatever it is that's happening between this controversial "paolo-mica-remcyl" thing, i know you're gonna prove bbk that you & remcyl doesn't really know each other prior the games... about your mom, chatterbox pala sha, kapag nagpupuyat ka sa net. hahaha!!! u take care a lot pao...

jenjen, nakakatuwa naman at nabusog ang mga mata mo sa pagsasight-seeing yesterday at glorietta... hahaha!!! panu na nyan si james? wahahaha!!! anw, lookin forward for another day with u and the PAJEMAREMA and Take Five... hahaha!

rems,,, i missed u talaga!!! good thing na lang that we run into each other dito sa ym... and the good part is, we had pancit canton and coffee via ym - virtually...

janette, sayang naman! bkit naman kc, tinawag kapa ng boss mo? istorbo... anyway, we still have tomorrows naman eh...

rowen, i hope that we could still talk and discuss a lot of things... goodluck

dylan! mechado pala ang favorite dish mo... i really had fun chatting with u. talagang there's no dull moments with u talaga... don't worry, my sinigang's already cooked. tomorrow i'll cook ur favorite dish, mechado... ipagluluto kita dito sa house, but we're gonna eat it at virtual house. hahaha! btw, beef mechado huh? well, u take care a bunch! GOD bless....

kathy, miss na kita!!! rhea, goodluck sa task mo...

marge, get well soon li'l sister... i know we have a lot to share pa... really have a great time pag nakakausap ko kayo. we girls rock!!!
hahaha! 8wink* ;)

WEIGH YOUR WORDS

Weigh Your Words It is a wise love partner who is aware of the potential damage loose words can cause. Words spoken in anger inflict wounds that sometimes take a long time to heal. Think first, then speak. It is one thing to speak what you feel and quite another to speak what you feel without regard to the consequences of the pain that might accompany your words when spoken hastily to your love partner. The words we express allow us to predict the predicaments that will occur in our relationships. It is wise to be careful of the words we think. Thinking them becomes a dress rehearsal for what we can expect to happen. Speaking them activates the law of cause and effect. On the other hand, the words of encouragement, of understanding, of love, or any words that echo good will always elevate us to their own level. That is most likely a higher place than where we began. As often as you can, speak only words of love. Relationships don't die by themselves. We kill relationships with inappropriate words -- words from the head, not from the heart. Words once spoken create our present reality. Remember: You cannot un-ring a bell. They can never be recalled. We must remember to think before we speak. We must carefully weigh the cost of speaking our thoughts randomly and without evaluating the possible outcome. Be considerate of your love partner. Often our thoughts revert back to the "safe zone". . . the familiar. . . the way of being that we were before, and that didn't work. When we insist upon thinking and speaking past thoughts as words, we find that they will dominate our attention and only keep us stuck. Mentally rehearsing what doesn't work, doesn't work, if you want your life to be great. It only more deeply internalizes what you don't want. Focus on what you want in your relationship! In essence, we begin to believe that which we think is our very own new idea. In reality, most likely, those thoughts are from our past, and if concentrated upon, reoccur as our present and eventually as our future. Give it up! Make up some new and exciting ways of being. We must give up what we don't want in favor of what we would like to happen. In the Bible, Job said, "The thing I feared has come upon me." Those words were an acknowledgment of the power of his negative thinking, spoken as his word, which eventually became his very own reality. The power of the words we speak is proven daily in what shows up in our lives. The tendency is to place blame on the circumstances around us rather than accept responsibility that we authored the thoughts we spoke and that in speaking them as words, in truth, created our present condition. Our outer results will never be any different unless we make internal changes in the way we think and take caution of the words we speak.

Wow!!! How am I going to begin???? Let me see???

Last night was such a blast!!! Finally the one VH that I haven't been aquainted to was online... She was the only VH that I've been longing to meet. It's been I think weeks... I know I have to catch up with her. A lot of things have been missing then - until last night... Kathryn!!! Paolo's idol... it was such a wonderful feeling - coz at last I've met all the 11 VHs in PBBFG2... I never had the feeling that "I may not find her easy to get along with..." instead, everything happened spontaneously... We talked a lot about things... We eved had a virtual coffee... *lol* Now I know, win or lose - worries aren't there anymore... The friendship that I've long waited for is finally here...

Jen and I had nonstop chats (prang unlimited)... We talked a lot about things... Crazy things... Wild thoughts... *lol* but not so wild... We talked about her "special friend" and shempre "my special friend" - Everything was goin' on so smoothly... I felt so inspired for the past few days. And because of that inspiration, I even had sleppless nights... 2 sleepless nights to be exact... I felt so high that all I wanna do is to update my blog and share my happy thoughts with my co-VHs...

anyway,,, BBK, gave me and Ian a special activity... The Game Ka Na Ba One Million question wherein BBK posted a cluster map on our site and on that map were 6 locations and I have to choose 3 for myself and the other 3 will be for Ian... So what I did late that night (March 03) was to ask a help from Jen... By the way, The 6 choices were Mongolia, Iceland, Argentina, South Africa, New Zealand & Hawaii... I chose Iceland, South Africa & New Zealand... What I did was enter Yahoo Groups and go for Regionals... I searched for the countries that I chose... I joined 3 groups (I think) for each location that I have... I posted a message saying, "checkout this site http://pbbfg2.blogspot.com/" just that... I never really thought that I'm gonna gain the immunity. I know Ian was doing his thing too... I know coz he never missed a single activity here @ the virtual house...

Until this morning... I woke up around 10 am - I fixed myself a mug of hot nesvita... I lit up a smoke. Checked on my pups... and finally the much awaited... The PC... Shempre, I have to see if there were any updates from BBK. So I decided to - you know go online... Signed in at YM... I saw Pao there but his status message was he's sleeping... So I didn't bother sending him a message or buzzing him... I just stayed there "STEADY lang..."

Now... the turning point of all the happy things... A girl that my ex boyfriend has been courting months IM me... I asked her why... So we chatted for a while - until she asked me to buzz my ex boyfriend... At first I was hesitant to do so... Coz, for me I know,,, there's nothing more left to talk about... But the girl was really in favor - so I was constrained to drop a message to my ex... Our first conversation, was really fun... He even asked me who the guy on my avatar is... He even judged the guy who is recently courting me. So, i was just like... "ok, saloobin mo yan eh... I can't do anything about that". Things happened so fast... We had a confrontation... I received some bitter words from him... Words that really are hard to digest, if you are sensitive... I never anticipated that confrontation... I was fooled by him for months... He was a complete pervert... I was his girlfriend for months but there are three more girls that he has a relationship with (too) all at the same time. My God! I was totally blanked... I am speechless... I really am totally devastated...

That didn't end there... I received a message from one of my fellow VH... I won't tell you what happened or what were the things uttered on the message - but it really strucked me! If you want a friend - I can be one... More than what you expect a friend can do... I will always be a friend in deed... Not just by words...

But there was this one word that really hurt me...

When I read that, I can feel the dark clouds over me... I wanted to cry and burst out... I don't know how to release my pain... the anger... the disappointment... that I felt... I would rather accept physical pain, than to hear hurtful words against me. Sometimes it last for a lifetime, especially when I treated that person a friend to me...

But I know and I still believe that "Time will heal all these wounds"... Time will and I know there's no harm in giving second chances...

Just at home the whole day... I just have to bear in mind that I have to recuperate (soon) and I know that soon, is now...

I slept around 8am today... Last night, I was online... Finally, I met Ate Janette! Then my fellow virtual housemates and me had a conference... Jen-Jen, Marge, Rowen and me... It's just a funny feeling, getting acquainted at last to the people I consider my FRIENDS... I spent almost my whole day surfin' the net and answering some of BBK's question at PBBFG2 Game Ka Na Ba... I was having fun, and it felt great on my part participating on the activities at the house... I even sent messages to BBK concerning our last activity, regarding "Rank the VHs based on your closeness to them(1 - closest, 10 - least)" BBK sent me that message, February 27 and the day I received it was exactly the same date I replied and answered the activity... Anyway, here's my copy of my ranking...: